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  <title>hike up your skirt a little more ...</title>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 27 Nov 2004 00:59:42 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>i&apos;m sick of this livejournal. &lt;br /&gt;if i&apos;m gonna forget him &lt;br /&gt;i don&apos;t want the memories of him&lt;br /&gt;staring me in the face everyday&lt;br /&gt;so as if this new one will make it any better&lt;br /&gt;here it is&lt;br /&gt;__c0lorblind</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 21 Sep 2004 18:41:02 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>::cigars in the summer time::</title>
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  <description>oy oy oy ... look who&apos;s finally ungrounded ... yes yes i know you all missed me so dearly but it&apos;s all going to be okay because the wonderful awesomely one and only stacey nicole has returned. shit ... i don&apos;t even have much to say except i got to see my also wonderfully awesomely jessica lorraine yesturday for the first time in forever and a half! ugh did i ever miss her ::sigh:: and tanite i get to go to my boyfriends ... haven&apos;t been there in like a month. advise. .. if you&apos;re gonna get shitfaced ... don&apos;t get alcohol poisoning when you&apos;re in the middle of nowhere and there&apos;s no hospitals around. &lt;br /&gt;i&apos;m out .. it&apos;s hot in herre...&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;3</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 08 Sep 2004 22:13:10 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Im Stupid</title>
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  <description>HI! My name is Stacey Nicole and I am fucking retarted and I got Grounded! ((This is actually Jessica but Im pissed at Stacey)) So this chick is really dumb... who steals their parents alochol and gets drunk in the woods?? Ugh Stacey does! Now shes grounded for Two weeks and this time its from the phone and computer... what the Hell am I gonna do for the Next two weeks w/o her? I&apos;m trying to work out visiting hours... heh what a good Idea isnt it! She was allowed her one phone call yesterday and I gotta talk to her for 5 whole mins... yay :(... So Stacey wont be updating in a long time cuz shes grounded! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;STACEY NICOLE... I love you and my life is gonna suck for the next 2 weeks!</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 02 Sep 2004 23:17:26 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>i called you on the phone&lt;br /&gt;and you said that somethings wrong&lt;br /&gt;i can feel it in your voice &lt;br /&gt;i can hear it in your tone&lt;br /&gt;you said it&apos;s just not working out&lt;br /&gt;i&apos;ll be crying when you go away&lt;br /&gt;you said it wasn&apos;t me&lt;br /&gt;you just said you couldn&apos;t see&lt;br /&gt;getting back with me again&lt;br /&gt;so i guess this is the end&lt;br /&gt;you asked if we could just be friends&lt;br /&gt;lets just be friends&lt;br /&gt;i&apos;ve been trying to think of a way to tell you this&lt;br /&gt;we&apos;re almost out of school it&apos;s our last year&lt;br /&gt;and i think we owe it to our selves to be free, go out with other people&lt;br /&gt;i still wanna be friends&lt;br /&gt;i&apos;ll be crying when you go away</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 02 Sep 2004 00:10:01 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>a skaterboy broke my heart ... so i broke his board ...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;why did that make me laugh so hard?</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 01 Sep 2004 23:41:05 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>rock the old old old school</title>
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  <description>how will you make it on your own? this world is awfly big and girl this time your all alone but it&apos;s time you started living it&apos;s time you let someone else do some giving. love is all around no need to waste it you can knock it dont why don&apos;t you take it you might just make it after all ::cat meows::</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 01 Sep 2004 23:30:09 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>_x_x_x_</title>
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  <description>you know that I want you baby&lt;br /&gt;    you know that I need you&lt;br /&gt;  and you know that I love you&lt;br /&gt;just say it&lt;br /&gt;   am I giving enough&lt;br /&gt;is this all that should be&lt;br /&gt;   when water gets rough&lt;br /&gt;will you still swim with me &lt;br /&gt;     so afraid to come close&lt;br /&gt;  it may be too soon&lt;br /&gt;         it may be too much&lt;br /&gt;  for you to consume&lt;br /&gt;and I wanna know if I can live inside your world&lt;br /&gt;      and I wanna know if I can be your girl&lt;br /&gt;  you know that I want you&lt;br /&gt; you know that I need you&lt;br /&gt;   you know that I love you&lt;br /&gt;      my love just goes on and on and on&lt;br /&gt;i give you all that you need&lt;br /&gt;  there&apos;s no better place you can be&lt;br /&gt;     and I know that in time&lt;br /&gt;you will believe in me&lt;br /&gt;      so please hold out your hand&lt;br /&gt;   and let&apos;s exchange these golden bands &lt;br /&gt;        cause I want you in my life&lt;br /&gt;i want to be your wife&lt;br /&gt;   baby you&apos;re so special&lt;br /&gt; i want to give it all to you&lt;br /&gt;loving you on and on&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;::big sigh:: wtf? a simple no would have been fine. he didn&apos;t have to make it look like he couldn&apos;t hang out just so he could smoke and hit jumps ... but whatever i guess i&apos;m over it. he&apos;s been acting so dickheadish lately. maybe it&apos;s that time of month. i swear guys pms too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;stephen keeps calling. i can&apos;t seem to pick up the phone. i end up getting myself in a shit load of a trouble by just talking to him. not literal trouble more like trouble with my conscious. fuck that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hate school. already. i can&apos;t stand a few of my teachers. i swear they are on 24/7 bitch call. ugh i think i just need sleep. i already slept today. i need me time. time for me to crank up the la musica as loud as it can possibly go, get muhself a 1/2 gallon of icecream and just prance around the house in one of my brothers t-shirt and my underwear...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;3</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 31 Aug 2004 23:54:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>leave a note...</title>
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  <description>how bout an update...on a count of my life is so intriguing..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so school; not so bad. kinda interesting. it keeps me on my toes. something new in my repetitive life. i told mrs. abrams *sweetest teacher in the world* that i had &quot;personality conflicts&quot; with my seminar teacher so she said she&apos;d talk to my counselor and get me in her seminar class...just so happens e&apos;s in her class too. but even if he wasn&apos;t i&apos;d still want her fer seminar cause she fucking rocks. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;eric - mmmm i love seeing him in school again. i missed that when i had my stalker days. freshmen ::rolls eyes:: what the fuck was i thinking? ha but it made him fall for me ... i&apos;m so good at that kinda shit. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i haven&apos;t been able to sleep lately. i think he keeps me up at night. in psychology today, frenkel was talking about how our behavior changes and what not in certain situations and he asked some chick behind me about her first date with her b/f of a year now. she said she was all nervous and had butterflies and was all excited and now she doesn&apos;t get like that because she&apos;s comfortable around him. i don&apos;t find that true. i&apos;m comfortable around eric but i still get the same butterflies and giddy feelings as i did the first time. my mom says the same thing about my dad &quot;when he pulls in the driveway from work i still get the same butterflies as i did 16 years ago&quot; hehe loves makes people silly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i should go do my psych homework. i figure it&apos;s a good class to take with all these &quot;psycho&apos;s&quot; in my family. maybe i&apos;ll have a conclusion as to why they act so freaky.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mucho love...o&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ps. we should start school after labor day...this kinda blows&lt;br /&gt;pps. i l&amp;lt;3ve eric alan vautherot with all my faucking heart</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 30 Aug 2004 23:27:45 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>another day, another disappointment</title>
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  <description>broken this fragile thing now&lt;br /&gt;       &amp; i can&apos;t, i can&apos;t pick up the pieces&lt;br /&gt;                          &amp; i&apos;ve thrown my words all around&lt;br /&gt;         but i can&apos;t, i can&apos;t give you a reason&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                      i feel so broken up&lt;br /&gt;&amp; i give up&lt;br /&gt;                           i just want to tell you so you know&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you&lt;br /&gt;                                      you are my only one&lt;br /&gt;i let go, there&apos;s just no one that gets me like you do&lt;br /&gt;                                 you are my only, my only one&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;made my mistakes, let you down&lt;br /&gt;                   &amp; i can&apos;t, i can&apos;t hold on for too long&lt;br /&gt;      ran my whole life in the ground&lt;br /&gt;                &amp; i can&apos;t, i can&apos;t get up when you&apos;re gone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                                 &amp; something&apos;s breaking up&lt;br /&gt;i feel like giving up&lt;br /&gt;                             i won&apos;t walk out until you know&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;here I go so dishonestly&lt;br /&gt;      leave a note for you my only one&lt;br /&gt;                &amp; i know you can see right through me&lt;br /&gt;                        so let me go and you will find someone</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 30 Aug 2004 19:08:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>back to school back to school to prove to dad that i&apos;m not a fool i got my lunch packed up...</title>
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  <description>yay fer school . . . yay fer me! mmm school was erite i guess. not the greatest thang ever but i missed soooo many people! like my brookelynn nicole and sonny and mr. rion rogin! hehe ... i&apos;m so fucking bored now though. i need a car...and a lisence...and a job. i think that&apos;s what i&apos;ll do this week. fill out applications. dorkus i almost spelled fill - phil...mmm i think i&apos;m out of here. mom&apos;s makin meatloaf :\\\ i actually sorta kinda like that shit. i hate GH it takes away from my precious talking time with jessica lorraine...biatch.&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;ps. if any of ya&apos;ll need a job too we should apply together...i have no skills!&lt;br /&gt;pps. i &amp;lt;3 eric</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 30 Aug 2004 12:52:22 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>school starts in one hour and 35 minutes. ... yay? :\\\ oh well. mmm lets see lets see. yesturday went shopping with Eric and Alec and Jan. i helped them look all spiffy ... wow i haven&apos;t used spiffy since like 7th grade. whoa devin ... my little itty bitty brother devin is in 8th grade. that&apos;s only the most kick ass year ever! but anyway yesturday josh came over to e&apos;s and me and alec watched them play some guitar...that boys good! ha but my lifes wicked boring so maybe i should just ... go brush my teeth. yeah brushing my teeth sounds like a plan .. &lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;ps. i need a digital camera...</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 26 Aug 2004 01:33:59 GMT</pubDate>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 26 Aug 2004 00:05:06 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>so small it seemed impossible</title>
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  <description>The hand of my clock strikes two &lt;br /&gt;In times when I got the best of you &lt;br /&gt;We made promises we couldn&apos;t keep &lt;br /&gt;And every night we couldn&apos;t sleep. &lt;br /&gt;I didn&apos;t know why, but didn&apos;t ask questions &lt;br /&gt;because it was the first time in my life&lt;br /&gt;Where I, did something right. &lt;br /&gt;I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time &lt;br /&gt;You pick me apart &lt;br /&gt;While I search for witty things to say&lt;br /&gt;In my defense &quot;You&apos;ll never amount to anything anyway&quot; &lt;br /&gt;Don&apos;t press your luck &lt;br /&gt;And think that I&apos;m impressed with your one night stands &lt;br /&gt;and your contagious kiss &lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m trying to get this right&lt;br /&gt;cause I&apos;m ridiculas like that &lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll keep this as a constant reminder &lt;br /&gt;Of the nights I spent holding onto him &lt;br /&gt;And rest assured I&apos;m moving on I miss you less, &lt;br /&gt;with each day your gone</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 24 Aug 2004 05:04:55 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>if i&apos;m not back in 30 seconds get the hell out of here!</title>
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  <description>so we went to ware road today. omfg. i honestly think i was more scared then when the go&apos;damn bear chased us. so we got there and the road was narrowing and there was a fucking huge truck smack dab in the middle of the fucking road. so we get out and go to the right of the circle thangy...but...we got out of the car and the flashlight would not work ... it was flashing and doing all sorts of crazy shit. but when we moved further away from the circle and it worked. so we started heading down this path. it was all dark and scary and then there were some creepy plank things and some were missing and we finally got to the feild thing but chelsea said this was the wrong one so we had to go back...freaky shit. so we get to the real thing and pass that circle thing again. yeah the flashlight went off ((again)). so then we got the field and you can hear all this clunking and see shit out of the corner of your eyes and at the enterance to the woods there&apos;s the old plantation where the slaves lived. so we walked in the woods and most of us chickened out so we made the guys walk us back to the truck but then jess and i decided to go with ryan and ed and phil back in the woods well anyways to make a long story shorter, we got in the woods and you could feel shit down your neck and you can see people ((ghosts)) walking. and ed, this real big dude&apos;s like omg we have got to get the fuck out of here. so we start booking it to the field and we&apos;re like we have to play a trick on the other chicks. so we had this plan and ryan ran up and scared the shit out of them then made it sound like he couldn&apos;t find us and blahdy blahdy and then he &quot;found&quot; ed finally and told the girls to drive! so then phil and jess and i were stuck there in the circle by ourselves and i guess ed told lyndsay and chels and caitlyn that jessica just started running and they couldn&apos;t find her and phil said if he wasn&apos;t back in 30 seconds to get the hell out of there so then they drove off and you could still sort of see them down the road and this other jeep was coming. well turns out these two guys went out there almost every night. they told us that where we were, the pulturghist guy with the cickle always is there and he paused and told us to look over by his jeep. omf. swear on my fucking life there was a guy ((not a real person a ghost er whatever)) now i&apos;m not one to believe in this sorta shit but it was definatly there. and then he&apos;s like and that circle there, he&apos;s like there&apos;s always one ghost that stands there and we&apos;re all like that&apos;s why our flashlight won&apos;t work there! so he went out in the field and came back he&apos;s like you do realize you were back there with the guy with cickle and you pissed him off and now he&apos;s in the middle of the field. we got out of there so fast. one of the stories was that there&apos;s a guy with a lantern and if the lantern is red he&apos;s pissed but if it&apos;s white er blue he&apos;s not gonna hurt anyone. well if a train comes you&apos;re fucking screwed because the only way out is ware road. and the train blocks the road. so you definatly don&apos;t want a train. and there&apos;s the crosses were they were crusifying ppl and the board where they hung the slaves and they guys told us bout the dude with the cickle cutting their friend and then waking him in his sleep and all this shit... and the train wreck that killed 8 people. this sounds so fucking retarded but i swear on leah&apos;s grave i&apos;m serious. ... whew that&apos;s a mouthful. i better get jess of the phone with eric before i looooose him!!!&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ps... i apologized to matt today&lt;br /&gt;pps...nate poured his heart out to me. wtf? phil&apos;s right maybe we should just run him over.&lt;br /&gt;ppss...i love eric &amp;lt;333</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 23 Aug 2004 23:34:29 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i tip my hat</title>
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  <description>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v297/cartysgirl25/tandamb.bmp&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v297/cartysgirl25/sexybaby.bmp&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v297/cartysgirl25/meandoda.bmp&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v297/cartysgirl25/meandkatie.bmp&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v297/cartysgirl25/hotasses.bmp&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v297/cartysgirl25/edrawing.bmp&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v297/cartysgirl25/tonbed.bmp&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v297/cartysgirl25/tstuffingface.bmp&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v297/cartysgirl25/meande.jpg&quot;&gt; me and muh babii ... he&apos;s so damn cute ;)</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 22 Aug 2004 22:13:53 GMT</pubDate>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 16 Aug 2004 00:07:44 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>haha old school</title>
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  <description>I don&apos;t have to tell you&lt;br /&gt;What this is all about&lt;br /&gt;&apos;Cause baby half the fun&lt;br /&gt;Is in us figuring it all out&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So why you gotta ask me&lt;br /&gt;What I&apos;m doing now&lt;br /&gt;&apos;Cause I don&apos;t like to question&lt;br /&gt;What I still haven&apos;t found&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So don&apos;t turn off the lights&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t wanna be&lt;br /&gt;In the dark tonight&lt;br /&gt;&apos;Cause I can&apos;t read your mind&lt;br /&gt;I need to know if&lt;br /&gt;What I&apos;m doing is right&lt;br /&gt;So Don&apos;t turn off the lights&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So tell me how&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;re gonna get there&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s hard to even try&lt;br /&gt;But if we move together&lt;br /&gt;We&apos;ll end up on the same side&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So don&apos;t turn off the lights&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t wanna be&lt;br /&gt;In the dark tonight&lt;br /&gt;&apos;Cause I can&apos;t read your mind&lt;br /&gt;I need to know if&lt;br /&gt;What I&apos;m doing is right&lt;br /&gt;So Don&apos;t turn off the lights&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you could know&lt;br /&gt;What I&apos;m feeling&lt;br /&gt;Would you run and&lt;br /&gt;Where would you go&lt;br /&gt;If you want to know&lt;br /&gt;What I&apos;m thinking&lt;br /&gt;Then just turn on the lights&lt;br /&gt;And you&apos;ll know &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So don&apos;t turn off the lights&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t wanna be&lt;br /&gt;In the dark tonight&lt;br /&gt;&apos;Cause I can&apos;t read your mind&lt;br /&gt;I need to know if&lt;br /&gt;What I&apos;m doing is right&lt;br /&gt;So Don&apos;t turn off the lights&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So don&apos;t turn off the lights&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t wanna be&lt;br /&gt;In the dark tonight&lt;br /&gt;&apos;Cause I can&apos;t read your mind&lt;br /&gt;I need to know if&lt;br /&gt;What I&apos;m doing is right&lt;br /&gt;So Don&apos;t turn off the lights</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 12 Aug 2004 19:37:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i have no life ...</title>
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  <description>1. they call me: stacey&lt;br /&gt;2. sex: female&lt;br /&gt;3. my first breath of air: 10/17/88&lt;br /&gt;4. status: taken&lt;br /&gt;5. occupation: school&lt;br /&gt;6. best friends: jessica and lyndsay&lt;br /&gt;7. most memorable memory: summer going into 9th grade&lt;br /&gt;8. worst: november 12th 2001 - leah died&lt;br /&gt;9. first word uttered: beer&lt;br /&gt;10. first best friend ever: my invisable friend susie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love:&lt;br /&gt;11. love is: undescribable&lt;br /&gt;12. first love: *makes discusted face* bryant&lt;br /&gt;13. love or lust: love&lt;br /&gt;14. best love song: yo te voy a amar ((this i promise you)) &lt;br /&gt;15. when love hurts, you: lock myself in my room&lt;br /&gt;16. true or false: all you need is love: true most of the time&lt;br /&gt;17. is there a such thing as love at first sight?: most definetly&lt;br /&gt;18. turn ons: eyes&lt;br /&gt;19. do your parent&apos;s opinion on your gf/bf matter to you?: nah&lt;br /&gt;20. what kind of hair style: on guys? long so i can run muh hands through it&lt;br /&gt;21. where do you go to meet new people: school ;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;picky picky:&lt;br /&gt;23. dog or cat: neither&lt;br /&gt;24. short or long hair: long&lt;br /&gt;25. sunshine or rain: rain&lt;br /&gt;26. moon or sun: moon&lt;br /&gt;27. hugs or kisses: kisses &lt;br /&gt;28. one best friend or ten acquaintances: one best friend&lt;br /&gt;29. summer or winter: winter&lt;br /&gt;30. written letters or emails: written letters&lt;br /&gt;31. playstation or nintendo: nintendo &lt;br /&gt;32. car or motorcycle: car__mustang&lt;br /&gt;33. house party or club: house&lt;br /&gt;34. sing or dance: sing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lately:&lt;br /&gt;35. how are you today?: okay&lt;br /&gt;36. what pants are you wearing right now?: my basketball shorts&lt;br /&gt;37. what shirt are you wearing right now?: st.patty&apos;s day bball tourny shirt&lt;br /&gt;38. what does your hair look like at the moment?: it&apos;s up in a messy bun&lt;br /&gt;39. what song are you listening to right now?: max, maddie, taylor, josh and sammie making a shit load of noise&lt;br /&gt;40. what is the weather like right now?: cold and crappy ...i love it&lt;br /&gt;41. who was the last person you talked to on the phone: my mom&lt;br /&gt;42. last dream you can remember: last night. .. i cheated on eric with chad michael murray and hung out with hillary burton from one tree hill...i&apos;m a dork&lt;br /&gt;43. who are you talking to right now?: the baby&lt;br /&gt;44. what time is it?: 3:33pm&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;more about you:&lt;br /&gt;45. what are the last four digits of your phone number?: 7506&lt;br /&gt;46. if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: black&lt;br /&gt;47. have you ever almost died?: numerous times&lt;br /&gt;48. what&apos;s the next cd you are going to buy?: probably maroon5&lt;br /&gt;49. what&apos;s the best advice ever given to you?: be yourself and don&apos;t let anyone tell you how to live your life&lt;br /&gt;50. have you ever won any special award?: yea &lt;br /&gt;51. what&apos;s the stupidest thing you have ever done?: to many&lt;br /&gt;52. how many kids do you want to have? names? anywhere from 2 to 4 uh names ... emma, miller, brendan and keagan&lt;br /&gt;53. shampoo?: herble essences&lt;br /&gt;54. what are you most scared of?: the dark... and people in the dark&lt;br /&gt;55. how many tvs do you have in your house?: 8&lt;br /&gt;56. do you have your own tv?: ya&lt;br /&gt;57. have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: lots&lt;br /&gt;58. what do you dream about?: depends on what&apos;s been on my mind lately&lt;br /&gt;59. who do you tell your dreams to?: who ever will listen&lt;br /&gt;60. who&apos;s the loudest friend you have?: christina carleton&lt;br /&gt;61. who&apos;s the quietest friend you have?: ashley chamberlain&lt;br /&gt;62. is cheerleading a sport?: i guess so_it looks kinda hard&lt;br /&gt;63. how many licks does is take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?: i just ate one ... it takes to long and i can&apos;t count that high</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 12 Aug 2004 03:35:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>pethetic</title>
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  <description>I am colorblind &lt;br /&gt;Coffee black and egg white &lt;br /&gt;Pull me out from inside &lt;br /&gt;I am ready &lt;br /&gt;I am ready &lt;br /&gt;I am ready &lt;br /&gt;I am &lt;br /&gt;Taffy stuck, tongue tied &lt;br /&gt;Stuttered shook and uptight &lt;br /&gt;Pull me out from inside &lt;br /&gt;I am ready &lt;br /&gt;I am ready &lt;br /&gt;I am ready &lt;br /&gt;I am...fine &lt;br /&gt;I am covered in skin &lt;br /&gt;No one gets to come in &lt;br /&gt;Pull me out from inside &lt;br /&gt;I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding &lt;br /&gt;I am &lt;br /&gt;colorblind &lt;br /&gt;Coffee black and egg white &lt;br /&gt;Pull me out from inside &lt;br /&gt;I am ready &lt;br /&gt;I am ready &lt;br /&gt;I am ready &lt;br /&gt;I am...fine &lt;br /&gt;I am.... fine &lt;br /&gt;I am fine</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 07 Aug 2004 03:14:38 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>so how bout you smoke my sausage?</title>
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  <description>just got home from eric&apos;s. i don&apos;t recomend hellboy. it&apos;s kinda retarted. my grama was being a freak today. i hate coming home to her freakish messages. they&apos;re all the damn same. she&apos;s so weird! hmmm tarik&apos;s bday is taday. his party&apos;s tomorrow. i hope E comes. i don&apos;t like other little kids. tarik&apos;s badass but other kids piss me off. i&apos;m so bored and alone and tired. my house is pitch black. i&apos;m in the basement ... no one&apos;s home. i&apos;m so pethetic ... i&apos;m just gonna peace out of here.</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 06 Aug 2004 01:21:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>class of &apos; 06 all the way babii!</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; party &lt;u&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;naked&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/u&gt; have a blast, &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; mess with me i&apos;ll kick your &lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;ass&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;, &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; get him &lt;em&gt;hard &lt;/em&gt;and wear a thong, &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; shake you ass and &lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;smoke&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; a &lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;bong&lt;/u&gt;,&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; grab a &lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot; size=&quot;6&quot;&gt;pimp&lt;/font&gt; and hit the floor, &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; close the door so you can &lt;strong&gt;score&lt;/strong&gt;. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; if your &lt;u&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;hot&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/u&gt; i&apos;ll give you a &lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;kiss&lt;/font&gt;, &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; cause were the &lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;pimps&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; of &lt;font color=&quot;#009900&quot; size=&quot;6&quot;&gt;2&lt;font color=&quot;#ffffff&quot;&gt;0&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#009900&quot;&gt;0&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ffffff&quot;&gt;6&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 06 Aug 2004 01:11:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>memories</title>
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  <description>she paints her nails but she don&apos;t know he&apos;s got her &lt;u&gt;best friend&lt;/u&gt; on the phone she&apos;ll wash her hair his dirty clothes, are all he gives to her and he&apos;s got posters on the wall of all the girls he wished she was and&lt;strong&gt; he means everything to her&lt;/strong&gt; her boyfriend he don&apos;t know anything about her he&apos;s too stoned nintendo i wish that i could make her see she&apos;s just the flavor of the week it&apos;s friday night, she&apos;s all alone he&apos;s a million miles away she&apos;s dressed to &lt;u&gt;kill&lt;/u&gt;, the tv&apos;s on he&apos;s connected to the sound and he&apos;s got pictures on the wall of all the girls he&apos;s &lt;u&gt;loved&lt;/u&gt; before and she knows all his favorite songs her boyfriend he don&apos;t know anything about her &lt;strong&gt;he&apos;s too stoned he&apos;s too stoned he&apos;s too stoned he&apos;s too stoned&lt;/strong&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 05 Aug 2004 01:40:24 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>the words get in my way</title>
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  <description>mmmm tryin to think what i&apos;ve been up to since like monday. .. er tuesday er whenever i was writin in this thingermerbob last. yesturday was Leah Peah&apos;s b*day...happy birthday baby girl! (( i miss her so much )) so yeah yesturday i woke up and went camper hunting with mi madre ... oh joy. then lynds came at like 12 and her and i and jess went to the store and got leah a whole buncha stuff to put on her grave site. then we went to her favorite resturant and ate a whole buncha food. then ... we went to lyndsays and played some atari video games. and then we went to phil&apos;s and waited and waited and waited and watched him watch porn. then we waited and did some work for him mom and then we waited some more and then _finally_ we got to go on the boat...with hot ass dustin ... &quot;you still goin out with that kid from clarkston?&quot; haha nope ... but anyways, phil tried to capsize the boat ... almost worked then it was getting dark and i was freezing my ass off and he got me all wet...i was so g&apos;damn cold. then we went to jessica&apos;s to get her some clothes. then stopped and got some delicious pizza from the corner store ... then stopped at my house to get me some clothes and then to dolly&apos;s to get some more delicious pizza. then phil and i left lyndsay and jess at gamestation so we could go find a mustang to race ... didn&apos;t fine one. damn them pussy stangs. gotta love &apos;em but anyways then we went back to gamestation to pick them fools up and none other the Derrik Freels aka Shit Head was there! i haven&apos;t seen him in AGES! then this corvette circled the parking lot to show his car off and phil left us and chased after the vette to race him ... the vette pussied out. then we went back to lynd&apos;s and played s&apos;more games and jessica cuddled with phil ... although phil kinda cuddled with all of us. ha. then i was like omg i have to go to bed!! cause i had to wake up and the fucking buttcrack of dawn to babysit then i had lynds drive me to my babysitting job .. phil was supposed to but the basement was dark and i couldn&apos;t find him to wake him up! but anyways i went to babysit and got to got back to sleep fer like 3 hours. and now i&apos;m here ... being bored ... listening to my brother sing blink182 ... he&apos;s ruining my favorite band!!&lt;br /&gt;so i&apos;m out now .. so he can get on ... ugh maybe he&apos;ll stop singing&lt;br /&gt;**T**&lt;br /&gt;i.love.E</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 02 Aug 2004 01:13:19 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i will not let go til you tell me to</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot;&gt;i feel wierd. i can&apos;t really explain it ... i can&apos;t figure out if it&apos;s a good feeling or if i&apos;m getting sick. my weekend was pretty&amp;nbsp;wicked though. i couldn&apos;t ask for a better boyfriend. he spoils me. i love him so g&apos;damn much. since i&apos;m a lazy ass he gives me piggy back rides everywhere. and gives me back mesages cause i&apos;m a big baby and lets me win even though he knows it pisses me off more and picks on me so i can get my &quot;angry face&quot; on and &quot;flirts&quot; with and &quot;leaves me&quot; for my 10-year-old cousin who has the biggest crush on him. i was laughing so hard at the way she gazes into his eyes. and literally looks&amp;nbsp;straight up to him cause he&apos;s like a whole foot taller then her.&amp;nbsp;i had compitition this weekend. ahh for like the whole &lt;strong&gt;2&lt;/strong&gt; seconds i actually layed down in his bed with him the mornings i went in to wake him up, my grand-pops must have walked by cause he told my mom ... i was like c&apos;mon it was for like to seconds to rap my arm around him, kiss his neck and wake him up. lol but other then that they were pretty cool about everything this weekend. we went in the woods at like 11 o&apos;clock and my cousin and my brother were a team and E and me and my lil cousin who&apos;s crushin on him were a team and the damn kid turned off the flashlight and started to run leaving us in the pitch black wolf infested woods. what a meany head. ha but i love him. so so so much. hehe i like this. **i still don&apos;t feel good** but my baby&apos;s back from florida!!! hehe i missed her so much. almost as much as eric ;) ... just kidding jess you know i love you way more then him. i wish i had interesting things to put in my livejournal. i would never read mine if it wasn&apos;t mine. it&apos;s so ...lifeless...i should have a deadjournal instead. . . nah i think there really is such thing. but anyway...the other day eric asked me why i loved him and i couldn&apos;t figure out a really good reason ... infact i don&apos;t really think i had a reason but the other day i found out my reasons ... it feels good to know why you love someone. he&apos;s so perfect for me. not at all what i thought he was like when i was in like 8th grade. damn that&apos;s a long time ago. i can&apos;t wait to see him tomorrow. .. god i&apos;m such a weirdo i just saw him like 3 hours ago. mmm well i guess i&apos;m headin to bed ... up north weekends make me tired. &lt;em&gt;&amp;lt;3 T&lt;/em&gt; &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 30 Jul 2004 01:20:22 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>the hands on the clock are moving so damn slow</title>
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  <description>Last Person Who...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Slept in your bed – my cat&lt;br /&gt;Saw you cry – my mom&lt;br /&gt;Made you cry – a &quot;we&apos;re proud of you Oday&quot; sign my dad made for my uncle&apos;s return.&lt;br /&gt;Spent the night at your house – my brother&apos;s friend &quot;abercrobert&quot;&lt;br /&gt;You shared a drink with – my brother&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You went to the movies with – shuck, her sweetass brother jake, kevin, missy, and jakes friend tom&lt;br /&gt;You went to the mall with – muh brother and cousin&lt;br /&gt;Yelled at you – me .. i tend to do that often&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sent you an email – legacy.com&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Last &quot;Few&quot; Questions...&lt;br /&gt;Last time you went out of the state – month or so ago&lt;br /&gt;Lucky number - 25&lt;br /&gt;Things you like in a girl/guy – the way i feel when i&apos;m around him&lt;br /&gt;Weirdest thing about you? – my cracky bones&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? - yes&lt;br /&gt;What do you think of ouija boards? - wtf are they?&lt;br /&gt;What book are you reading now? - cosmo magazine&lt;br /&gt;What&apos;s on your mouse pad? – redwings&lt;br /&gt;Favorite board game? – monopoly ... wait does twister count as a board game?&lt;br /&gt;Favorite magazine? – cosmo&lt;br /&gt;Favorite sound? – eric sayin i love you&lt;br /&gt;Worst feeling in the world? – knowing you failed&lt;br /&gt;What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? - aww shit i gotta wake up already&lt;br /&gt;How many rings before you answer? - everyone knows we don&apos;t answer our phone&lt;br /&gt;Chocolate or vanilla? - vanilla&lt;br /&gt;Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? – sure do&lt;br /&gt;What are you going to do after you finish this survey? – go watch cheaper by the dozen&lt;br /&gt;what was the last food you ate? – cherries from traverse city&lt;br /&gt;Are you bored? - mmm i guess so i didn&apos;t think about it til now&lt;br /&gt;How many buddies are on? - 29&lt;br /&gt;Last show you saw? – Catwomen&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I AM: tired&lt;br /&gt;I WANT: to be skinny&lt;br /&gt;I HAVE: no friends&lt;br /&gt;I WISH: i was smart&lt;br /&gt;I HATE: people who are against another race&lt;br /&gt;I MISS: jessica soooooooooo much&lt;br /&gt;I FEAR: people not knowing how much i really love them&lt;br /&gt;I HEAR: my dog lickin his wang&lt;br /&gt;I SEARCH: for things on google&lt;br /&gt;I WONDER: how far i&apos;ll make it in life&lt;br /&gt;I REGRET: not telling leah how much she meant to me before she died ... there&apos;s a few other things too&lt;br /&gt;I LOVE: eric&lt;br /&gt;I ACHE: inside i guess&lt;br /&gt;I AM NOT: smart&lt;br /&gt;I DANCE: when i&apos;m alone&lt;br /&gt;I SING: all the time&lt;br /&gt;I CRY: until a few weeks ago ... never&lt;br /&gt;I AM NOT ALWAYS: hapy&lt;br /&gt;I WRITE: about a lot of shit&lt;br /&gt;I NEED: to get a life&lt;br /&gt;I SHOULD: go to bed&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;x. father thinks i am: crazy&lt;br /&gt;x. mother thinks i am: her best friend&lt;br /&gt;x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: awesome&lt;br /&gt;x. three things you are often complimented for: my eyes ... and uh muh boobs&lt;br /&gt;x. you get embarrassed when: my boyfriends compliments me&lt;br /&gt;x. makes you happy: Tarik&lt;br /&gt;x. upsets you: oday has to leave again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes or no...&lt;br /&gt;x. you keep a diary: yes&lt;br /&gt;x. you like to cook: as long as it&apos;s not mac and cheese i&apos;m down with it&lt;br /&gt;x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yup &lt;br /&gt;x. you bite your fingernails: all the time&lt;br /&gt;x. you believe in love: of corse&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who is...?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The weirdest person you know: oh god probably my brother&lt;br /&gt;the Loudest Person you Know: me&lt;br /&gt;Your close friends: jessica and lyndsay&lt;br /&gt;the Person that Knows the Most about you: jessica and lynds&lt;br /&gt;your most overused phrase on IM: aww&lt;br /&gt;the last image/thought that you go to sleep with: eric&lt;br /&gt;Inside joke: good morning &quot;sunshine&quot; how was your night mine was wonderful with you by my side when i open my eyes and see your snoring face i say roll over get your hand out of my face... eh you had to be there for that one&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do You...?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;take a shower everyday: definatly not&lt;br /&gt;have a(any) crush(es): yeah i guess so&lt;br /&gt;need to tell sum1 sumthing: yes&lt;br /&gt;think u ever loved sum1: yup&lt;br /&gt;want to get married: yes&lt;br /&gt;have piercings/where?: yes&lt;br /&gt;get motion sickness: very bad&lt;br /&gt;think you&apos;re a health freak: yes&lt;br /&gt;get along with your parents: most of the time&lt;br /&gt;like thunderstorms: hell yeah i do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ryan: fellows&lt;br /&gt;Rob: thomas (matchbox 20)&lt;br /&gt;Drew: Barrymore&lt;br /&gt;Aaron: bland&lt;br /&gt;Amy: Jackson&lt;br /&gt;Paul: my cousin meghan who once made everyone call her paul for a year and a half&lt;br /&gt;Kelly: bitch&lt;br /&gt;Eve: The rapper chick&lt;br /&gt;John: Doe&lt;br /&gt;Jacob: My cousin&lt;br /&gt;Jack: jill?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SCREEN NAMES: cartysgirl25, xblinkxbabiix182x&lt;br /&gt;SIGN: libra&lt;br /&gt;NATURAL HAIR COLOR: blonde&lt;br /&gt;CURRENT HAIR COLOR: blonde&lt;br /&gt;EYE COLOR: blue&lt;br /&gt;BIRTHPLACE: ponticrack&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;( FAVORITES )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;NUMBER: 25&lt;br /&gt;COLOR: pink&lt;br /&gt;DAY: friday&lt;br /&gt;MONTH: prolly july&lt;br /&gt;SONG: Mix Tape - Brand New&lt;br /&gt;FOOD: Ice Cream&lt;br /&gt;SEASON: summer&lt;br /&gt;SPORT: softball and hockey&lt;br /&gt;DRINK: water&lt;br /&gt;ALCOHOLIC: mikes&lt;br /&gt;VEGGIE: green, yellow, and red peppers&lt;br /&gt;PERSON: Tarik&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;( PREFERENCES )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? cuddle&lt;br /&gt;CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolate milk&lt;br /&gt;MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? i hate chocolate&lt;br /&gt;VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CRIED? no&lt;br /&gt;HELPED SOMEONE? Yes&lt;br /&gt;BOUGHT SOMETHING? nawz&lt;br /&gt;GOTTEN SICK? yes&lt;br /&gt;GONE TO THE MOVIES? no&lt;br /&gt;GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no&lt;br /&gt;SAID I LOVE YOU? yea&lt;br /&gt;WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no&lt;br /&gt;TALKED TO AN EX? like 10 minutes ago&lt;br /&gt;WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? right now&lt;br /&gt;TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? i guess&lt;br /&gt;HAD A SERIOUS TALK? nope&lt;br /&gt;MISSED SOMEONE? yup&lt;br /&gt;HUGGED SOMEONE? yes like 20 minutes ago my shuck shuck baby&lt;br /&gt;FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? mmm nope&lt;br /&gt;FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? nope&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;name 10 bands or whatever you listen to: &lt;br /&gt;blink 182&lt;br /&gt;sublime&lt;br /&gt;brand new&lt;br /&gt;ashlee simpson&lt;br /&gt;taking back sunday&lt;br /&gt;the used&lt;br /&gt;nsync ( shut up don&apos;t laugh i still love those guys!)&lt;br /&gt;matchbox 20&lt;br /&gt;alanis morrisette&lt;br /&gt;dave matthews band&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;name 9 things you hate: &lt;br /&gt;rules&lt;br /&gt;terrorists&lt;br /&gt;judgemental people&lt;br /&gt;commercials on the radio&lt;br /&gt;to be continued...&apos;s&lt;br /&gt;watching golf&lt;br /&gt;waking up&lt;br /&gt;forgetting something important&lt;br /&gt;knowing you have to do something but not wanting to&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**** ********&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Would You Ever..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. Eat a bug? been there done that&lt;br /&gt;2. bungee jump? yup&lt;br /&gt;3. Hang glide? sure&lt;br /&gt;4. Kill someone? mmmm depending on my mood&lt;br /&gt;7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? ummm shorty don&apos;t swing that way&lt;br /&gt;8. Parachute from a plane? sure&lt;br /&gt;9. Walk on hot coals? does it mean that i would be considered a man?&lt;br /&gt;10. Go out with someone for their looks? i&apos;m kinda shallow sometimes ... i&apos;d prolly realize they were a real dick eventually.&lt;br /&gt;11. For their reputation? no&lt;br /&gt;12. Be a vegetarian? i sorta am&lt;br /&gt;13. Wear plaid with stripes? what&apos;s so bad about that?&lt;br /&gt;14. IM a stranger: sure&lt;br /&gt;15. Sing karaoke? i already have&lt;br /&gt;17. Shoplift? 0:-)&lt;br /&gt;18. Run a red light? oops kinda did that one too&lt;br /&gt;19. Star in a porn video? not likely&lt;br /&gt;20. Dye your hair blue? nah&lt;br /&gt;21. Be on Survivor? hell no&lt;br /&gt;22. Wear makeup in public? i&apos;m pretty sure i do that&lt;br /&gt;23. NOT wear makeup in public? yeah&lt;br /&gt;24. Cheat on a test? done that too&lt;br /&gt;25. Make someone cry? done that too&lt;br /&gt;26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? mrs. lane hell yeah i would she&apos;d prentend to threaten to write me up .. i&apos;m gonna miss her!&lt;br /&gt;27. Kick a baby? Tarik makes me mad enough to want to kick him but i could never do that what kind of fucker with a fucked up mind made up that question!?&lt;br /&gt;28. Date someone more than ten years older than you: age is just a number&lt;br /&gt;29. Cuss out a priest? lol does that kid brian count as a priest?&lt;br /&gt;30. Take a job as a janitor? yeah .. it&apos;s money dur&lt;br /&gt;31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? oh no not a thong! yea i would&lt;br /&gt;32. Stay up all through the night? yes&lt;br /&gt;33. Drink straight espresso? sure&lt;br /&gt;34. Betray a friend? think i&apos;ve alreayd done that too&lt;br /&gt;35. Go for a friend’s sibling? ha yes&lt;br /&gt;36. Run away? oh hell yeah&lt;br /&gt;37. Go out w/ sum1 u hardly knew? done that&lt;br /&gt;38. Be on Jerry Springer? HELL YES YOU MOTHER FUCKERS I&apos;LL KICK YO MUTHA FUCKIN ASSES FO SHO ... UH UH YOU DON&apos;T KNOW ME!&lt;br /&gt;39. Have a one night stand? :-\&lt;br /&gt;40. Give an ex a 2nd chance? this kid doesn&apos;t deserve anymore chances!&lt;br /&gt;41. Date a friend? yup&lt;br /&gt;42. Kidnap ur friend’s kid: uh ... no ?&lt;br /&gt;43. Dress as a clown in public? i don&apos;t see why not&lt;br /&gt;44. Dress up as any weird character? sure&lt;br /&gt;45. Go on a blind date: i think it&apos;d be fun&lt;br /&gt;46. Be on the Bachelor/Bachelorette? most likely that&apos;d be kinda fun too &lt;br /&gt;47. Jump off a cliff? With proper equipment&lt;br /&gt;48. Pick up a hitch-hiker? mmm i&apos;m stupid ... i prolly would be the one to do that&lt;br /&gt;49. Commit suicide? no that&apos;s the cowardly way out&lt;br /&gt;50. Go out w/ ur friends’ crush? been there done that too ...</description>
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